Child within us…

How old tree but new leaf comes to feel him little younger every season. In same context we all are same…how old we are but the child in us remain somewhere in corner, which we forgotten long since as busy with professional timing and schedule…but this child have good point to capture in between time, whether its fun, emotion, love and relations..

Happen often when I usually behave or talk like a child which I don’t know but the person in front can capture the expression of mine might be everyday or in few days, and when I come to hear u r just like a child then I pass beautiful smile and say no no….i m not a child or behave like a kid to put in backside of my professional life.. nevermind if its make better or put hundred of smile on other face then what is the harm in making other happy as everyone love child…me too like and love the child too much…but when they grew up then screwed the happiness …is it…like we do when we grew up..screwed the happiness of parents, boss, friends and colleagues by touching their sentiments….

Just today one heart breaking or shocking things happen to me, when I was on my way to home in evening from office and the road is blank means in service lane of home, no one is there out on that straight road, its totally dark near by home and lights are off too and I was just walking on my own tune of thinking…and just sudden, just sudden one man in half shot, half ganzee (means top half white shirt) around 40-50 plus (age group) wearing big thick white circle glass on eyes and from that glass eyes look more bigger like when u in zooming mode of any text on paper. As its dark can’t seen him earlier and suddenly that old man come in front of me with big stone in his hand, jumping, bending to his foot and behaving like he will beat me or break my head with that big stone and at that point of time I totally lost what to do and scared with shockable-breakable mind can’t able to think where should I have to move whether right, left or straight toward him and then I managed my bravery attitude means my own age lifestyle and manage to shout on the person and said areyee uncle ji aapp kya kar rahee hooooooo marro gaya kya…and then that old person suddenly come in his position in front of eyes and look around me and said ohh yaar I was just beating dog which in now on your back and running. And that person is just like my neighbor I can say as he leave just near to my house around 100 houses distance..

Trust me after that I have taken long breath of relief ohh and start walking again, yaar what the lovely incident after long time happen to me. One more story in mukesh buffer to describe to friend and same thing I have done after 5 min called the friend of mine, told them the whole incident and what I have to listen at the end mukesh please grow up soon…ohh shit then I immediately changed the topic no no…I was just telling you in way of laughing but trust me I know what I happen to my lovely heart at that point of time…


Second small incident very short: On way to office and just waiting for the boss car and when its come in go inside and there is one person also in back seat and suddenly I look down said whoz mobile is this…but dear that was not mobile that was big and big Laptop and what I think and just spell out with tongue and come with mobile and that incident put smile on the face on car…nevermind its happens…


This is mine little story of child within me what’s on your end if you have any incident happen to you guys then lets share it and enjoy the path of experience on this platform so we can take some experience…

Alter ego

Own reflection where you can’t able to touch yourself in front of mirror. And this reflection is not saying lie to you…as you are looking for the answer every time within you. Its changed as per the your need.

Sometime it’s very easy to judge the road of others and make point on others before looking at yourself who the hell you are, what is your standard, where you stand in queue?

Mirror is same from year to year, not changing with the customer need. Mirror only give reflection as per you need and give the direction where you should have to move, Right or wrong, but this kid behaving Alter ego come and make the changed in regular routine. Every time tried to stop this ego but come and come without knocking door of own room, where she live.

Is this I? Yes sometime this question arise where the actual reality of your own world tell you Who Are You? And then you might be able to know about yourself little bit who are you. And then you can able to touch the reflection inside mirror, which is changing as per your own need, and you can handle the situation as per your own need when your alter ego is the part of your soul.

IF

If Red is in Green
And blue make your dream

Changed the dress
So mine robe going to ring

Drinking water, which
Don’t belong to place where I …
But drinking and drinking for the sake of life

On open sky looking to the kites
Taking long breath and making the smiles

It’s a distance of 1 km
Which is making our life…

Purpose

Everything is in Purpose, and ofcourse we are all here for some purpose. Some don't show their purpose what they need or what they like or what they want the only thing they show is that they are good and good enough to remain good for everone...
But the things are not exactly the same what you thing.

Recently after long time of gap means understand the form of observation in talking to one object what i thought about the object is totally different, as i can't able to know the purpose in first stage as i got the image of good and i make the picture good without thinking what the world think about that one....

But just sudden click just sudden click make understand the depth of all talk and purpose behind the all conservation....where only thing visible is called fun.

Yes FUN, only FUN which complete their purpose to one goal to another and then next time pass object they need to solve their purpose......might be in any form time pass, laugh, relations, friendship, love, sex or career..things go on...and this type of object are ready to do anything in front of u and u need not to beg anything from that...they are complete naked in front u and its on u how u have to used them on ur machine part..Naked here means (They are totally characterless they don't hv their own identity but want to manage their own ideantity and personality they are good and want to know everything without showing they don't know).

Things are totally in different shape in front of u and visible to u as what the purpose behind all healthy conservation we don't know hopefully we are late in line to capture that object why and why they did to complete their own funny purpose without thinking about the object who is fully faithful to them..

And this is called observation from mind not from heart...when u realise you were wrong in first stage and now second stage start of tackling the situation from ur end how good u be let see what u learn from past to tackle that object need now to implement...and discover the complete purpose by clicking one click and stop the thing in front of u where u r used wastefully and make ur precious time and good mind to thing on wrong side..

Now time to view the thing from different angle from different variety and before speak think what the object want what the purpose behind it now... as it totally marketing....how good you showcase yourself will solve the purpose..

PURPOSE END WITH NOTHING BUT FINISH UR PASSION AT THE END

Way back

Turn the cover and letter form the new world. Turning to back cover the brief summarize the words, its the life with fiction and non-fiction drama, nothing special but concern matter...with little drama

Stopped at Locked DOOR

Just stopped at locked door
Thought I have key with me

It’s the door, which is looking at me
And asked softly from me
Do you have key?

I looked up and down
Right to left
Now where I found the key

I said to door my dear I lost the key
Somewhere in the ocean for the time being

Door laughed at me loudly
And said what the hell and why
You are standing in front of me

I said to door my dear
I was just standing and thinking
Is there is any HOPE for me?

HOPE you are talking for hope
Just wait I think
I have master key with me?

I smiled and said ohh I see
Everyone is opening you like this?
I m not like this, I will open you
With my lost key just hope I will get that KEY…