Stopped at Locked DOOR

Just stopped at locked door
Thought I have key with me

It’s the door, which is looking at me
And asked softly from me
Do you have key?

I looked up and down
Right to left
Now where I found the key

I said to door my dear I lost the key
Somewhere in the ocean for the time being

Door laughed at me loudly
And said what the hell and why
You are standing in front of me

I said to door my dear
I was just standing and thinking
Is there is any HOPE for me?

HOPE you are talking for hope
Just wait I think
I have master key with me?

I smiled and said ohh I see
Everyone is opening you like this?
I m not like this, I will open you
With my lost key just hope I will get that KEY…

Conservation between...two

Crossed the border, where _ start!

Life: Ohh nothing much! On my side.

Death: Really!
So, what your future plan then?

Life: Haven't decided yet waiting for right time and right place to move into…

Death: Oh I see, So, What type of place you are looking for?

Life: Yeah, seem like silent and peaceful… Do you have any ideas?where can I get this type of place!

Death: Okey before I will tell you I want to ask one question from you, May I ?

Life: Of course, why not I m ready for question to answer.

Death: Are you busy nowadays?

Life: Busy means busy on what context you are asking this… there arelots of thing where I am busy right now to be frank with you!

Death: So I take your words that you are busy, Okay To what extent?

Life: I can say 24 x 7 / 365

Death: So, you don't time for me.

Life: Time, buddy I have one thing with me, which is "TIME" as I bornand brought up with Time.

Death: Cool! like it…

Life: What about liking it! You are also the part of Time buddy!

Death: OH, I didn't know I thought time is waiting for me, as I comeTime Stop? Me is superior than time but for the time being I take yourpoint for granted.

Life: You better do!

Death: So you have a time for me is it?

Life: Well, can't say but yes I can manage it

Death: Great! You will manage, Well, hope you don't mind if I ask fromyou that would u like to go for Date with me (means for Coffee or tea)

Life: Really, you want to go with me but dude I would like to go for drink, as I told you earlier I m looking for peace after chilling outmy mind.

Death: Mentioned not, we can go for drink? But where we can, as I mnew to this place

Life: Ahhhhhhh, Golden dragon is okay its good place to go at evening,and then we will going to meet tomorrow is it fine!

Death: If you think its good then its obviously good, yes we will meettomorrow catch you at 6 in evening

Life: Just for second, as we are going on date which dress you preferI will wear…

Death: Oh, I appreciate your feeling my permission you need andpreference too..I like black and white, now its on you what you wantto wear, okay go for Black if I don't like it then I will let you know.

Tomorrow at 6: pm > Inside Golden dragon

Death: So, Life you are with me right now how are you feeling? I wantto hear from your voice.

Life: Ah what I say dear, its itsssssss lovely I can't express myselfright now but it's really great while with you right now…

Death: Oh my pleasure! Hope you are not falling in love with me, well I said just because I have seen in your eyes something.

Life: Yummi, Yummi, you taste is really good and you can read the eyesgreat. My answer to your question is Yes, me is falling somehow whichyou called love, Well right now with you don't know about future...

Death: So, here to point, where would like to now HEAVEN or HELL?

Life: Means? I didn't get you, what are you talking!

Death: You are dead. On Next Date I m going to tell you Why I did withyou this. Right now you can go in Heaven as you have spend good momentwith me?

NEXT DATE IN HEAVEN

Life: You bullshit why you did so with me I told you I love you so whyyou have done with me, Why So?

Death: Dear, as you told me you want peace and you said you love me soI thought its better that I will marry with you and give you all peaceand pleasure whether it will be heaven or hell. On your own words I mtaking you because its your mistake that you DATED with me and spendyour precious time with me so there is no point wasting the time andgo to another door, that is why I took you with me, well family planning we will do after some gap.

Life: Ohhh my time, my moments my relation, my love, my work, my tension is all you have to take care of it. Can you naa!

Death: Yes sure, it's my duty I will!

At last every conservation have an END, whether positive or negative, whether
lively or deadly, whether happy or bad but its should have end as everything
which begin have END so next conservation can start…means LIFE

THE END

Remote Control

One man succeeds in everything, and so loses all. Another meets with nothing but crosses and disappointment and thereby gain more than all the world is worth

-Willam Law

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Everything here is under control from birth till death. As birth place light in advance and death place their shadow in advance.

Birth put some happiness and joy in life and as far death is concern nobody yet prepared for it or know in advance…

And to whom we trust who don’t trust us or to whom we give our trust that again don’t trust us. So all worries of life from birth to death are controllable from somehow invisible remote control which we are fear of.

Why we should worry about our life. Let God have to worry about all our worrisome mind and life.

As he is controlling from that remote control is it!

He is watching the TV and viewing the different movies of every character in this earth somehow we called it “Beautiful LIFE”

We are just like a pet for him in his garden of heaven or hell and he is taking care of every single moment of ours…

He has given a path of right and wrong in our way, whatever we choose is on us.

And this is only trust or you can call it Confidence in us to choose our road with our own. Total Freedom!

Free just free mind he has given us to think but at the end this mind is not free at all from all worries in mind. Who is using it in right ways that are somehow successful in life, which has used it in right way this is biggest thing means Control form of mind. Again saying throw it as it is the duty of God to think over it not we means Worry in mind, because God is controlling it from central place and we are moving it in different way.
As God is one part of our trust and confidence, which is totally controllable with our mind and this remote control is our mind with every channel of life.

Into inside & multiple outside

Putting every plus sign into minus is the art of removing every blank space in between plus and minus

And after looking at insight, outside seem to be lighter and making inside plus into isolation…and it’s the phase where the things are coming in shape of observation and observer is to be observed at every point.

If looking from 360 degree view every single object is on 90 degree with their own name tags that is why the things goes into inside and world is multiple of your thought from outside…

On Boat

Bright morning, sunlight fell
Fading out, Fading out, all my dreams

Peeking at me behind the curtains
when nobody around me!

I smiled and blinked my eyes
recalling what happen to me!

Who is blind?
Me or You
Without understanding the
world within me!

That buring eyes
with beautiful smiles
Enlivened my dream all night

I wake up & smiled
And realised oh SHIT!
I was alone on boat whole night...

Love

Love is fear
Fear of jealousy and attachment in your mind

It’s a beauty of mind,
Where wastage of energy is on a point

It’s suffering what people call
What is love! Have you ever asked?

Yes! It’s unspeakable
To understand your mind, as love is always blind

And its come just in time,
Which mould this word into your mind

This make you laugh and cry
And its totally fear with tear in your eyes…

It’s a desire, it’s a passion
Whatever you take, but at last it’s a color of pain somewhere in your life!

Truth

Its remain in Dark
When light passes from heart

That window is open
Which is open for all...

Its amid in two nights
Which one is truth, which one is lie,

No matter what plan you make
No matter what other say

As truth always be hidden in dark
And this is the beauty of one heart

To whom we bewail up to..
Its we, he, she and they...

And this is Yantra, Tantra and Mantra of one..truth toward heart

Just Walk

Just walk and walk
Time will put inches in your path

Days gone when steps were fast
Fast from thoughts and fast!

Every single thought have reflected mirror
Which will put hundred questions in your path

Someone is looking at you from distance
Which might reflect your heart
Open your eyes and look into your heart
Someone is waiting for you from so far

Break that silence
As your shadow is coming in my path

Oh my God! What path it is?
God replied it is life unbroken path

So walk and walk time will put inches in your heart
Just walk and walk
One day you will learn lesson from your past…

The End 2006

“Everything that has a beginning have an end” but time with year and life with No Profit & Lose will go on but at last you have to maintain Balance sheet for every year is it!

Excuse me Madam and My Dear Sir, I want to say something to you just give me one chance only one. Small Speech here for you:

Good morning till Good night My Dear lovely Ladies and Gentlemen, Do you know who is coming nearby you next year, any guess, okey don’t waste time, I tell you None other than anyone Mr. James – me, your and our James Bond ohhh again in doubt dear “J” taken from January and “07” from 2007 very simple we play the role of Bond in coming year. Don’t you?

Well, as usual I am in full mood of welcoming 2007 in my own tradition style and style is live with present natural attitude with Mantra of 07 (James Bond is nearby you).

Just hold for a moment its time to recall 5 ups and 5 downs of 2006 to maintain the dairy in mind with this write up forever! Me is trying why not you because this 06 has hold us in every house-hold to office-hold from every friend-hold to love-hold and from every food-hold to shit-hold…to make us overall busy…

Here are following 5 ups and downs:

5 ups

Experience: I would like to call 2006 for me is the “Well-driven Party year” with all fun and tuning with rhyme of Guitar. Learnt a lot from surroundings as nearby all intelligent people. And this year is totally home run to office fun and good food, laugher channel etc.
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Friendship/Love/Relation: With moving season built good relations with past, present and present continuous, some come with sudden click and some are waiting for me to come! Overall meet 10 new face this year and 15 old ones. Got 3 crash of love down the line…
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Curriculum Activities: Specialty of this year is that when I run half marathon in Delhi (No-Stop 6km) good experience and second is played lot of Table tennis after long time. Last but not the least I have written good bundle blogs & poems for my feeling and imagination and sung lot of song with keeping in mind to learn atleast half song for the year…
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Appreciation, Understanding and polishing: This year I received good appreciation means good word from people around me about my work which help to me do better and this year I understand the mean of word Understanding, and polished my skills.
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Latest update: After purchasing new mobile me feel a little bit rich this year and after reading some book me feel good to gain some knowledge and I rich the knowledge this year my sing song of my heart.

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5 downs
Friendship Experience: Lose 5 bloody good friends in starting month of 06 which I can’t able to say whether its bad or good, but obvious its on down side.
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No Extra Income: Not earned little peanuts from outside means from freelancing…busy schedule keep me busy in putting my efforts toward them…
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Lost belongings: This year I lost my phone dairy and my dear lovely 1100 Nokia mobile which broken my heart for 2-3 days.
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Still in finding mode: Not meet right person at right time this year let see next year meet Mrs. Bond, as family has put a request appeal on my freedom panel for coming year…
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My carelessness: Not able to purchase car this year, can’t able to say what I feel for my illusions. Can’t able to help other properly this year and can’t able to devoted time on social networking this year……….as frozen up toward the duty of home to office………
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At last before ending the theme of The End 2006, I would like to say “Thank You” to every one for being with me and make me feel comfortable with running time without any panic attack or heart attack…. Down head salute to 2006…. and steps are ready for 2007 (Year of James Bond)

From myself

One question I ask from myself everyday
Two reply I get from myself everyday

Which one is right, which one is wrong?
Again go in dilemma of asking same question to myself everyday

Day pass, time pass
But that question answer remain pending to myself everyday

In passion of taking accurate reply
Move toward the neighbor door.

They listen it, they discuss it
But that question makes them laugh on me everyday

Then try to pass that question
From where it arrive

And after sometime
Answer came in form of “No” one day

“No” in form of answer
Again put 100 questions to myself everyday

Who is right, what was wrong that day

Because me is thinking, they are thinking everyday

And that question remains unsolved everyday.

Day pass, time pass but that question
Is disturbing me everyday

Waiting for next season so that waves
Change the flow of that question to myself everyday…

Timely Mirror

Every Second, Every minute
Time to time, every night

Mirror inside my room,
Calling me!

Calling me, asking me
The mystery of that image inside me!

And every night, every morning
Time to time every second

That mirror is asking
What is condition of me!

Every night, same hour
That mirror is smiling on me!

And time-to-time, life is moving
But time-to-time, my thought is changing

And time-to-time
That mirror is smiling on me
And asking the mystery
Of that image inside me!

And at last I smiled at mirror
And said the mystery of that
Image inside me is the
Illusion of somebody inside me!

Your Silence

Your silence is talking to me
Your shadow is coming toward me

You don’t speak much
But your silence is one clue for me..

Your shadow is your silence
That me to think

And your silence is a justification
Of your feeling for me

You say it or not but your
Silence is talking to me

Sometime I Talk
To your shadow about me

I m wondering, I m thinking
For breaking this silence

As this silence is talking to me
Break this shadow of silence for me
So I can able to catch you

I want to say what I feel for you
So break this silence for me
So that I can catch you catch you for this time for me
to make your shadow of silence in me

As your silence is a light for me
As your silence is a picture of your shadow inside me

I want to feel sorry
What I said in past

I want to know the reason
Of your silence toward me

Your silence is a light of love for me

You don’t say much
But your silence is giving a feeling of love toward me..

We are just like a “Colour”

Me is colour, you is colour and next to us is also one form of colour.

Simply, we all are behaving in pattern of colour in our style – sometime in shade of bright, sometime in shade of contrast and sometime in different style means we feel, we express and we manipulate the things in our own style, sometime happy, sometime angry, sometime depressed and sometime over-excited.

In different situation we mould ourselves to adjust our natural colour (means our feeling) to balance the situation or world around us.

But at the end of the day we remain with two colour [me feel this] only Black and white.
Black that is the symbol of dark (our dreams in dark shade) and second colour is white, which is the symbol of purity (means our thoughts).

Ever given a thought what is the “Colour of pain” – while seeing Moon in dark shade of night, which is black colour where silence mould you to think again and again of your past, future and present –Yes Moon see and think.

Its true saying that colour speak a lot and colour matters a lot. And in the same context, our anger means a lot, our passion speak a lot and our silence says a lot.

Why we are in form of colour – Why not just like water- means transparent why so, because colour communicate, express and give an idea to speak to proceed any conservation which we called “Way to communicate” some say “flow of conservation” in their own way and style. Of course, water is the flow where invisible colour communicate, Yes “Invisible Colour” communicate, where water dissolve the things or other colour smoothly in their own way by the help of one colour which is “Colour of Love” and here I define water contains colour of love, sometime in shade of blue, sometime in shade of grey, silver or etc and make thing visible in the garden of their own colour—Colour of Love.

Whatever be the colour doesn’t matter a lot, matter only is the adjustment and balance with others – Question here is: Are you Extrovert or Introvert or any other spices of “VERT” which will conVERT themselves easily with the colours of others.

Do your thought match with others if answer is “No” then you lose your self-confident where growth seem to be in shade of dark and in invisible mode.

And if your thoughts match with others then you seem to be in pattern of self-confident to do any work of others and yours.



Then No Colour matter, matter only is your thinking – The way of expressing your ideas, the way of saying your words in front of others which is the colour of joy, colour of happiness, colour of admire, colour of proud and colour of growth and collections of your memories with others….

And you end with the one colour at the end of your life which you come to know when you close your eyes in shade of your inner voice at the corner of your Thoughts..

Importance of being earnest

Who knows how much honest – Are you with yourself, only you knows or me (means your soul) inside you knows the importance of yourself inside you.

Sometime, sitting alone in room I usually asked this question to myself “Whether me is truly honest with myself, the answer from corner window of heart reply “No”

As me (means my soul) want more and more satisfaction, the aim set for myself haven’t completed yet that is why others eyes can able to see the honest inside my words and work, and same with you sometime, somewhere, where you are honest with yourself.

Interesting question here is “why should one be honest with oneself”

And if you open the depth of this interesting question – the sentence jumbled out like this ----- “One should honest with oneself even if you are not honest with others”

Which take the meaning of self - respect of you and say if one will not be honest with others how can they can honest with oneself, Never and can’t be possible…

As we live in the sphere of Universal Globe, we change our clothes with change in season, we change our thought with change in situation and how can this possible one can be honest with oneself while sitting and talking in change of every season..

Never happen because the vary reason behind this is we as human being think from two angle one is our mind and second is our instincts, both of these vary differently in different occasion, so before thinking of oneself, person here think of others and give importance to others feeling that is why the light of being earnest come and fusion of talk say these words “Importance of being earnest”

What others feel – Feel it – what you think of yourself is important here as importance to yourself give confident to fight in the situation where you want to win the race of being honest in front of others…

Well, who invests in mutual funds?

And then what is the correlation the paper world and the real life (I mean, us guys)
Just a couple of days back, one of my friend said that we guys are like mutual funds.
Girls come in, invest, some for a short term and then those who get married, have plans for long-term investment.

I thought, he's just blabbering, but then, when I pondered again, I thought he was just right!

The Way

Rotating around us in different forms - way of talking, way of expressing, way of conveying and way of behaving etc. built one way of relationship to continue the experience along them.

To understand the visibility of that way takes sometime because the first way of impression is really good and straight.

After sometime experience grows, understanding grows and depth to understand the words grows, which give answer of all questions which are pending to judge which is right way to express yourself in front of others.

And slowly the way of words give clear picture to understand the purpose, and its not necessary that only words can give clear idea, sometime the mode of silence says a lot and give an idea to continue next talk with the person.

We all human being are on the same track and on same level of understanding each other in our own way, which give happiness and relax to our mind at the end of the day whether the way is good or bad, depend how the flow has move toward the corner of sea to built relationship to go further and start the journey with new ideas with new people and with new dreams.

And when new people new ideas and new dreams starts, old ideas seem to be fade out in the path but the memories to recognize all those thoughts give that relax which is uncountable when sitting alone in room and remembering them and their talks.

And it’s the only one way of understanding with your experience what is rotating around you! Whether its good or bad and want to continue with them for further journey or not… and it’s the way which give some importance in the eyes of others.

Busy mind, busy city

Buzzing happens and make the world more busy around us...without giving the time to re-collect the memory which passed away in beautiful way of life.

As this seem to be busy minds all around playing cards in air of Busy city, everyone busy or everyone ust showing the busy style in their path. Never, happen earlier but realised when the cards of playing busy land up in own path then realised the worth of showing how busy here the world around which just kept side to give time for those who passed smile once on that beautiful mark of time...

Showcase of Smartness

Showcase of smartness just lies, how big you deliever your thoughts in front of other's and how big your words goes in mind of other's.

Not done earlier, now lets try to do it know because its good to survive in the world of other's with thoughts of difference in front of other's which showcase the smartness in the form of "Motley"

Transparent

Like water exactly, thoughts, which have transparent shades don’t need to say that words which give justification, clarification to combine the thought into complicated horizon of change the transparency of right into wrong.

Time which value the positioning transparency know how much goes in that door and what have to take from that door so value the time is greater placement if thoughts movement is clear like transparency in water..

Reflection

From here to that corner all illusion is reflected in different aspects of life.

Reflection from own insight start mixing in reflected fusion for the right direction, which end up in infinity loop of other reflections. And ofcourse, its our own reflection which end up with own thought in fraction so often.

Mood so often, change in fraction and reflected in manner to reflect other without any damage calculator in mind.

Reflection of conservation of reflected features say nothing sometime which is bound in soul of internal insight which adjust with reflection of same reflected thought which have the 'Answer' for their 'Question' Right---Just Right and make happy for a minute to reflected in own area of INSIGHT