Gone

You left by leaving your presence inside me.
I m finding you within me
I know you are not here
But your presence is still inside me

I m fighting with my thoughts everyday
Leaving behind everything
Your presence is still within me
I m talking to myself everyday
You are still here everyday

Let me smile with that presence within me
It's seem dark for others
But it's seem life for me...
I have decided to live with this presence within me
I m happy the way it is

Swimming in river of my thoughts

Swimming in river of my thoughts

Only me and my thoughts

River corners seem little far away

Not yet decided where to fall

Right or left or toward straight

Toward straight my corner lies

Swimming slowly to know my thoughts

Swimming with a flow

Under my thoughts

Few are waiting for me

To come out of this dark river

For me it's a river of my thoughts

Where I m swiming alone

To find something which I lost.. 

Broken words with broken letters

I wrote something
You understood something
A broken words with broken grammar

You ignored with your silence
I understood something

I still have that broken words
So I can smile alone with broken grammar

Right and wrong

When everything is right
Then something is wrong
When something goes wrong
Something going to be right
What is right and what is wrong
It's two border diving the two
Distancing the two

Who are somewhere right to each other
At some point of time.

Life and you

Life teach you a lesson the way you respond.
Life play with you the way you respond.
Life is a time which respond to you the way you dance.

Life is a chapter which complete you
Life is a time where you dance

Life is a smile. Life is a event.
Life respond to you.
The way you want.
.

I stopped myself

I love to wish you
On your day
Which people call happy birthday

I stopped myself
I stopped my emotions
I stopped at the border line
Which you build it

I wished in from my heart
I wished to universe
I wished you good luck
I wished you a great smile
I wished you can fly
I wished you to listen me

I stopped myself
I stopped my emotions
I stopped myself for you

Left shadow

I left my shadow somewhere nearby you

Waiting for it to come back to me

So I can walk on my path again

My journey seem little difficult

With lot of turf...

I will manage it alone

Still waiting for my shadow which left by you

Let me know when you will 

Let it go...I will start again

Let me wish let me wait

For you to come back with my shadow again

Walking alone

Walking alone to know

To know myself...

To make choice

Right or left

To decide to move on

Walking alone

To make new choice

To walk in new path

To swim in a river

Where life walk

Walking alone 

To smile on myself

In between the lines

In between the lines

My words get shorts

I tried a lot

But everything get lost

Lines are still there

But words fallen short

Undecided story still

In between the lines

Waiting to complete the sentence

Words fallen short

Why

Why

Why that,

Why this,

Why me

Why is asking to why inside me

Why me, why me again

Why is why,

That's why it me

That's why it's playing with me again

That's why it making me stronger again

That's why it's teaching me lesson again

That's why it's why 

Who care about me

Why that happened

Why this happened

It's coz of me inside me

It's coz of lot of why is raining inside me

It's coz I become why to my why again

One thought to stay

I traveled few miles
With one thought, without counting my distance

Lost somewhere,
With that thought
Without knowing my distance

I traveled to hill
To espace from that thought
I traveled near river
To let it go that thought

I am back again in same place
With same thought

Again I traveled few miles
With same thought again and again
I smile at last
I smiled on myself
I smiled on that thought
To stay here forever at last

So I travel with that thought again
Somewhere to hill, somewhere near beach
Somewhere in my dream

Empty Cup and Empty Me!!

Empty Cup and Empty Me!!

Cup is here but without any drink!!

Its like a vacuum space without a air!

It is a empty mind without any dream!!

People come, people go!!

It's a life of people where everybody like a Alla-din!!

One cup like a One Mind!!

One room with a single light!!

Lost in the corner without anything!!

Time flow, we grow!!

Who say, its a world of looser!!

Somewhere black

Somewhere white

Somewhere blue

And Somewhere Cry!!

Its a empty cup and empty me!

Who say I am like a Dustbin!!

Yessssssssssssss

Finally!! Recovering from past!! Wow!! 2010 is really good learning for me!! Enjoyed working with different people at different phase. Very hard working! Just work work and work..

No party time, No Travelling etc etc...just within one room of my company..from monday to sunday...

I must say 2010 is one of the lovely year...met good people and learnt a lot..Good learning for me also..Build a small team and engaged people which is really tough..saw up and down of the emotional....and felt good and bad..and blah blah.............

I am not HR guy who handle the situtation beautiful but from past experience I learnt a lot and will improve in tackling the sitution calmy...

Goal for 2011..

1. Be good

2. Lot of hard work

3. Product Launch

4. Good marketing

5. Relax and travel

Make the vision more clear and strong..

Love you 2011 and all people around me and worked with till now!! Thanks for everyone supports

Thanks

First time...

Its first time...that I want to write but unable to write...wordsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss are not coming outttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt...